Hi, My name is Amber Nicole. And This is my fitspo, Thinspo what have you blog. Im 17 and its time I do something to make me happy. I strive to be that girl that people want to look at. Im tired of being the big girl in class. So, Here is me rambling on about my new endeavour. I would love it if you'd join me :D So here it goes.. Watch me Shrink :] I'm 5'2", I'm starting at 201 lbs on May 7th 2012. Goal weight 1 being 170lbs , Goal weight 2 being 160 lbs, Goal weight 3 being 150lbs. Over all weight I want to achieve 130 to about 120 lbs which for my height Is the healthy weight for me. I just want to feel happy again. I suffer from anorexia, and bulimia, also some emotional over eating. Watch me shrink. <3

7th May 2012

Photoset reblogged from Asleep in the arms of Ana with 2 notes

throwingup-rainbows:

Empiezo de nuevo dormiendo en los brazos de ana simpre que llego a un punto de victoria me dan una serie de porblemas en mi estomago.

No soy tan fuerte para seguir y me derrumbo pensando que llegare a mas de 100 kilos.

Me pone triste pensar que es asi. Pero una desision es una desision.

Y la voy a cumplir.

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7th May 2012

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22nd March 2012

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29th February 2012

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Honest Question…

How the hell does one get past the fact that your recent ex boyfriend that you unfortunately still love is moving on back with his ex girl friend, AND the girl he cheated on me with ?? ( we broke up 2 weeks ago) How do I get over this.. He tells me He still wants to work things out but Part of me just cant believe him. I feel like a mess.. And On top of it all my First love is talking to me again And tonight.. He called me BABY!!! I smiled?!?! Whats wrong with me.. my heart is so broken. Any one have advice ?? :’( </3 

Tagged: SuggestionsLoveHeartacheConfusionboyfriend problemsCheatingFirst loveBABY!!!FML.

27th February 2012

Post reblogged from Losing the baby weight with 3,986 notes

Today marks the beginning of National Eating Disorder Awareness Week. Reblog if you have suffered from an eating disorder, are pro-health, or just want to spread awareness.

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23rd February 2012

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notahumananymore:

do-not-toy-with-my-emotions:

Our 14-year-old dog Abbey died last month. The day after she passed away my 4-year-old daughter Meredith was crying and talking about how much she missed Abbey. She asked if we could write a letter to God so that when Abbey got to heaven, God would recognize her. I told her that I thought we could so, and she dictated these words: Dear God,Will you please take care of my dog? She died yesterday and is with you in heaven. I miss her very much. I am happy that you let me have her as my dog even though she got sick. I hope you will play with her. She likes to swim and play with balls. I am sending a picture of her so when you see her you will know that she is my dog. I really miss her. Love, MeredithWe put the letter in an envelope with a picture of Abbey and Meredith and addressed it to God/Heaven. We put our return address on it. Then Meredith pasted several stamps on the front of the envelope because she said it would take lots of stamps to get the letter all the way to heaven. That afternoon she dropped it into the letter box at the post office. A few days later, she asked if God had gotten the letter yet. I told her that I thought He had.Yesterday, there was a package wrapped in gold paper on our front porch addressed, ‘To Meredith’ in an unfamiliar hand. Meredith opened it. Inside was a book by Mr. Rogers called, ‘When a Pet Dies.’ Taped to the inside front cover was the letter we had written to God in its opened envelope. On the opposite page was the picture of Abbey &amp; Meredith and this note: Dear Meredith, Abbey arrived safely in heaven. Having the picture was a big help and I recognized her right away. Abbey isn’t sick anymore. Her spirit is here with me just like it stays in your heart. Abbey loved being your dog. Since we don’t need our bodies in heaven, I don’t have any pockets to keep your picture in so I am sending it back to you in this little book for you to keep and have something to remember Abbey by. Thank you for the beautiful letter and thank your mother for helping you write it and sending it to me. What a wonderful mother you have. I picked her especially for you. I send my blessings every day and remember that I love you very much. By the way, I’m easy to find. I am wherever there is love. Love, God Don’t say you’re too busy to reblog this.

This is beautiful.

notahumananymore:

do-not-toy-with-my-emotions:

Our 14-year-old dog Abbey died last month. The day after she passed away my 4-year-old daughter Meredith was crying and talking about how much she missed Abbey. She asked if we could write a letter to God so that when Abbey got to heaven, God would recognize her. I told her that I thought we could so, and she dictated these words: 

Dear God,

Will you please take care of my dog? She died yesterday and is with you in heaven. I miss her very much. I am happy that you let me have her as my dog even though she got sick. 

I hope you will play with her. She likes to swim and play with balls. I am sending a picture of her so when you see her you will know that she is my dog. I really miss her. 

Love, Meredith

We put the letter in an envelope with a picture of Abbey and Meredith and addressed it to God/Heaven. We put our return address on it. Then Meredith pasted several stamps on the front of the envelope because she said it would take lots of stamps to get the letter all the way to heaven. That afternoon she dropped it into the letter box at the post office. A few days later, she asked if God had gotten the letter yet. I told her that I thought He had.

Yesterday, there was a package wrapped in gold paper on our front porch addressed, ‘To Meredith’ in an unfamiliar hand. Meredith opened it. Inside was a book by Mr. Rogers called, ‘When a Pet Dies.’ Taped to the inside front cover was the letter we had written to God in its opened envelope. On the opposite page was the picture of Abbey & Meredith and this note: 

Dear Meredith, 

Abbey arrived safely in heaven. Having the picture was a big help and I recognized her right away. 

Abbey isn’t sick anymore. Her spirit is here with me just like it stays in your heart. Abbey loved being your dog. Since we don’t need our bodies in heaven, I don’t have any pockets to keep your picture in so I am sending it back to you in this little book for you to keep and have something to remember Abbey by. 

Thank you for the beautiful letter and thank your mother for helping you write it and sending it to me. What a wonderful mother you have. I picked her especially for you. I send my blessings every day and remember that I love you very much. By the way, I’m easy to find. I am wherever there is love. 

Love, God 

Don’t say you’re too busy to reblog this.

This is beautiful.

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22nd February 2012

Post reblogged from Losing the Worst of Me with 105,246 notes

Reblog if it’s okay to befriend you, ask questions, ask for advice or just have a nice chat.

healthorhighwater:

twigtotoned:

Please guys :)

I’m always here for all of you:)

21st February 2012

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If you have ever taken a razor blade to that beautiful body of yours, skipped one or more meals, cried yourself to sleep because you never thought you were good enough, attempted any sort of self harm, had thoughts of taking your own life, or actually tried it, reblog this.

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20th February 2012

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karla-world:

True

karla-world:

True

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15th February 2012

Post reblogged from Struggle to be thin with 35,321 notes

I’m the girl who tries to be nice to everyone then gets taken advantage of. I’m the girl who tries to look pretty and it’s never good enough. I’m the girl who acts like she’s happy then goes home and wishes to be gone. I’m the girl who takes harsh words act like they’re nothing then goes home and cries. I’m the girl who tries to get her point across and could never find the right words. I’m the girl who has more depth to her then everyone thinks. I’m the girl who hides from the harsh eyes. I’m the girl who wouldn’t care if you gave me a shitty gift as long as you thought of me. I’m the girl that prays that someone will finally understand. I’m the girl that gets happy over the little things. I’m the girl that people misinterpret.

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